Well, tonight is my first AS3 meet. I'm starting this morning out in
Concord, New Hampshire. About 10:00, I'm leaving for a brief visit to
Mom's in Norwood, Mass. Then it's on to Stamford, Ct where I will catch
the train into the city. Finally, the 4, 5 or 6 train to 86th st.
One may ask why I would go to all this trouble just to spend a couple of
hours with some people I've never met. The answer lies in my first AS3
quit about ten years ago. I was going strong and had a couple of years
under my belt. I never 'felt the need' to go to a meet. Finally, I was
taking a break from one of my night courses and one of the guys was
smoking a butt. I salivated. I asked for one, just one. Over 7 years
later I was back up to a pack + when I finally made it back to AS3. I
feel now that every little thing that can help me stay quit is worth
doing. I think that meeting people face to face who have helped me stay
quit may somehow give me that extra little boost just when I need it the
most. Will this give me some kind of guarantee that I won't smoke again?
Nah!!! Of course not. But every piece of armor that I can build up will
act as a kind of inoculation against that one day, that one moment, when
I think "gee, maybe just one...".
Screw that! A day trip from New Hampshire to New York City is a breeze
and a joy compared to smoking! And I get to meet some great folks with
whom I share a common bond!!!
See you there!!!!
ConcordPhil
I have not smoked in 10M 1W 1D 18h 17m. That's 313 days! I have not used
any
nicotine at all since 9/03/2007.