well I'm back

after blowing my 11 month quit a year ago, I'm back
I have been wanting to give quitting another try, smoking never seemed right
after I quit, in fact I didn't like the taste at all, I was coughing again
and out of breath easily.
The final straw was when last week my 9 year old son caught me smoking, I
always made sure the kids never saw me smoke.
Well he looked at me , I could see the distress in his eyes, he whimpered "
why' ? and started crying his little heart out.
I had really let him down, he knows that smoking kills and was petrified I
was going to die.
well that was the kick in the ass I needed

I have been quit for 3D 10h 29m (3 days). I have saved $23.36 by not smoking
68 cigarettes. I have saved 5h 40m of my life. My Quit Date: 05/10/2007
12:01 AM

Ynot

I don't blame you ynot! Boy that's a guilt trip huh? Poor little guy.
You've already got three days down. Glad you're back. We're here to
help. The good thing is, you've been through this so you know how. And
of course, you know why.

Read and post often. We want to hear from you.

Ashley

On Mon, 8 Oct 2007 10:32:45 -0400, "ynot"
<ohynot.tony_nospam_@gmail.com> wrote:

>after blowing my 11 month quit a year ago, I'm back

Welcome back!!!

>I have been wanting to give quitting another try, smoking never seemed right
>after I quit, in fact I didn't like the taste at all, I was coughing again
>and out of breath easily.
>The final straw was when last week my 9 year old son caught me smoking, I
>always made sure the kids never saw me smoke.
>Well he looked at me , I could see the distress in his eyes, he whimpered "
>why' ? and started crying his little heart out.
>I had really let him down, he knows that smoking kills and was petrified I
>was going to die.
>well that was the kick in the ass I needed

Well, there's a good/bad situation. Good that it gave you the impetus
to quit again but bad that your son was so upset. Now, remember how
you felt when he caught you. *Never* forget that feeling.

>
>I have been quit for 3D 10h 29m (3 days). I have saved $23.36 by not smoking
>68 cigarettes. I have saved 5h 40m of my life. My Quit Date: 05/10/2007
>12:01 AM

An excellent start!!
Sue

>
>Ynot
>

Thanks for the reply Ashley... Ill be sure to post now and then but I'm a
lurker..lol
in fact I read AS3 every day while I was smoking, I'm sure it had an effect
on me, even if it was guilt
lol
guilt is good...what ever it takes to stay quit this time

ynot

"writer272002" <writer272002@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1191857745.340080.245750@v3g2000hsg.googlegro ups.com...
>I don't blame you Ynot! Boy that's a guilt trip huh? Poor little guy.
> You've already got three days down. Glad you're back. We're here to
> help. The good thing is, you've been through this so you know how. And
> of course, you know why.
>
> Read and post often. We want to hear from you.
>
> Ashley
>

On Oct 8, 11:16 am, "ynot" <ohynot.tony_nosp...@gmail.com> wrote:
> Thanks for the reply Ashley... Ill be sure to post now and then but I'm a
> lurker..lol
> in fact I read AS3 every day while I was smoking, I'm sure it had an effect
> on me, even if it was guilt
> lol
> guilt is good...what ever it takes to stay quit this time
>
> ynot
>
> "writer272002" <writer272...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> news:1191857745.340080.245750@v3g2000hsg.googlegro ups.com...
>
>
>
> >I don't blame you Ynot! Boy that's a guilt trip huh? Poor little guy.
> > You've already got three days down. Glad you're back. We're here to
> > help. The good thing is, you've been through this so you know how. And
> > of course, you know why.
>
> > Read and post often. We want to hear from you.
>
> > Ashley- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -

You were "lapsed" now you're back.
Let's go for a week!

awwww poor little guy. Welcome back Ynot!

--
Lynn VOF Leaper
"Everyone seems normal until you get to know them."



"ynot" <ohynot.tony_nospam_@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:ucrOi.7273$xa2.107@read2.cgocable.net...
> after blowing my 11 month quit a year ago, I'm back
> I have been wanting to give quitting another try, smoking never seemed
> right after I quit, in fact I didn't like the taste at all, I was coughing
> again and out of breath easily.
> The final straw was when last week my 9 year old son caught me smoking, I
> always made sure the kids never saw me smoke.
> Well he looked at me , I could see the distress in his eyes, he whimpered
> " why' ? and started crying his little heart out.
> I had really let him down, he knows that smoking kills and was petrified I
> was going to die.
> well that was the kick in the ass I needed
>
> I have been quit for 3D 10h 29m (3 days). I have saved $23.36 by not
> smoking 68 cigarettes. I have saved 5h 40m of my life. My Quit Date:
> 05/10/2007 12:01 AM
>
> Ynot
>

ynot!
I am so glad you are back and quit too! I wondered where you had gone.
Hold on tight to your new quit, you know you can do this

Happy DDD!!!

hugs,
robbster


ynot wrote:
> after blowing my 11 month quit a year ago, I'm back
> I have been wanting to give quitting another try, smoking never seemed right
> after I quit, in fact I didn't like the taste at all, I was coughing again
> and out of breath easily.
> The final straw was when last week my 9 year old son caught me smoking, I
> always made sure the kids never saw me smoke.
> Well he looked at me , I could see the distress in his eyes, he whimpered "
> why' ? and started crying his little heart out.
> I had really let him down, he knows that smoking kills and was petrified I
> was going to die.
> well that was the kick in the ass I needed
>
> I have been quit for 3D 10h 29m (3 days). I have saved $23.36 by not smoking
> 68 cigarettes. I have saved 5h 40m of my life. My Quit Date: 05/10/2007
> 12:01 AM
>
> Ynot
>
>


--


www.ciggyfree.com

Once upon a time, ynot said:

>after blowing my 11 month quit a year ago, I'm back
>I have been wanting to give quitting another try, smoking never seemed right
>after I quit, in fact I didn't like the taste at all, I was coughing again
>and out of breath easily.
>The final straw was when last week my 9 year old son caught me smoking, I
>always made sure the kids never saw me smoke.
>Well he looked at me , I could see the distress in his eyes, he whimpered "
>why' ? and started crying his little heart out.
>I had really let him down, he knows that smoking kills and was petrified I
>was going to die.
>well that was the kick in the ass I needed
>
>I have been quit for 3D 10h 29m (3 days). I have saved $23.36 by not smoking
>68 cigarettes. I have saved 5h 40m of my life. My Quit Date: 05/10/2007
>12:01 AM

Welcome back to and congratulations on your decision to stop being a
slave. Thank God for your kid and his compassion. You are a very lucky
quitter to have him!

I wish you all the strength, and let me congratulate you on weathering
the first and worst 3 days in your quit. It will get better from here.

--
Tihomir 4M1W *I don't smoke anymore*
IRC chat: #nosmokers at irc.starlink.org
irc://irc.starlink.org/nosmokers

.... And it's exactly 9 minutes past 9 - and that doesn't happen very often.

ynot wrote:
> after blowing my 11 month quit a year ago, I'm back
> I have been wanting to give quitting another try, smoking never seemed right
> after I quit, in fact I didn't like the taste at all, I was coughing again
> and out of breath easily.
> The final straw was when last week my 9 year old son caught me smoking, I
> always made sure the kids never saw me smoke.
> Well he looked at me , I could see the distress in his eyes, he whimpered "
> why' ? and started crying his little heart out.
> I had really let him down, he knows that smoking kills and was petrified I
> was going to die.
> well that was the kick in the ass I needed
>
> I have been quit for 3D 10h 29m (3 days). I have saved $23.36 by not smoking
> 68 cigarettes. I have saved 5h 40m of my life. My Quit Date: 05/10/2007
> 12:01 AM
>
> Ynot
>
>
But you are quitting again. That's the important thing.

ConcordPhil
I have not smoked in 3M 5h 23m. That's 92 days! I have not used any
nicotine at all since 9/03/2007.

On Oct 8, 10:32 am, "ynot" <ohynot.tony_nosp...@gmail.com> wrote:
> after blowing my 11 month quit a year ago, I'm back
> I have been wanting to give quitting another try, smoking never seemed right
> after I quit, in fact I didn't like the taste at all, I was coughing again
> and out of breath easily.
> The final straw was when last week my 9 year old son caught me smoking, I
> always made sure the kids never saw me smoke.
> Well he looked at me , I could see the distress in his eyes, he whimpered "
> why' ? and started crying his little heart out.
> I had really let him down, he knows that smoking kills and was petrified I
> was going to die.
> well that was the kick in the ass I needed
>
> I have been quit for 3D 10h 29m (3 days). I have saved $23.36 by not smoking
> 68 cigarettes. I have saved 5h 40m of my life. My Quit Date: 05/10/2007
> 12:01 AM
>
> Ynot

Wow - "the kick in the ass I needed" - I guess so.
Good for you to start again - just go for it - you CAN do this!
Hugs,
Pam

hi there

sad to read about blowing an 11 month quit. why did you just disappear from
as3? if this new quit fails don't make the same mistake again. you stopped
smoking for 11 months.................you've proved that you don't have to
smoke if you don't want to.

never forget that there are plenty of folks here to kick you up the arse but
you have to get your arse in here before we can kick it!

welcome back and congratulations on quitting again.

richard

"ynot" <ohynot.tony_nospam_@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:ucrOi.7273$xa2.107@read2.cgocable.net...
> after blowing my 11 month quit a year ago, I'm back
> I have been wanting to give quitting another try, smoking never seemed
> right after I quit, in fact I didn't like the taste at all, I was coughing
> again and out of breath easily.
> The final straw was when last week my 9 year old son caught me smoking, I
> always made sure the kids never saw me smoke.
> Well he looked at me , I could see the distress in his eyes, he whimpered
> " why' ? and started crying his little heart out.
> I had really let him down, he knows that smoking kills and was petrified I
> was going to die.
> well that was the kick in the ass I needed
>
> I have been quit for 3D 10h 29m (3 days). I have saved $23.36 by not
> smoking 68 cigarettes. I have saved 5h 40m of my life. My Quit Date:
> 05/10/2007 12:01 AM
>
> Ynot
>