Re: Coming out confession

On Sat, 25 Nov 2006 20:37:13 +1000, "David" <forgotwhy@yahoo.com.au>
wrote:

>Finally I have worked up the courage to admit it. I know about the rumours
>and the snide remarks, the slurs, the innuendo. My family have long
>suspected it and quite frankly I am getting quite tired of the charade. My
>partner is encouraging me to just go public. Just admit it. I will feel
>better and it will be a weight off my shoulders. Like a release and finally
>I will be free. So sorry to my good friends who I have disappointed over
>the years and who thought I was something I am not . . . . I cannot pretend
>any longer . . . . . it is not worth it and I hope for the indulgence of
>this group. I know there is much prejudice here against my type and my
>lifestyle. For this I am sorry. I now make the admission many of you have
>suspected all along.
>
>Here is my full confession.
>I am a raging heterosexual. Going as far back as I can remember I have
>always been attracted to the opposite sex. I know, I know there is 'nothing
>wrong with it' and please please don't all recommend therapy and 'maybe I
>can change in time', Unfortunately I don't believe I can change. These
>strange feelings are part of me and try as I might I simply don't ever
>believe I will be able to comply with the norm here. Quite frankly and I am
>embarassed to admit it I don't think my anal passage is large enough. I
>don;t have a big enough asshole to become a functional gay person.
>
>Thank you and I hope you will forgive me.
>
>I am still 'me'. I haven't changed. I am not a monster. Please accept me for
>what I am.
>
>Thank you to my friends who I hope will support me - Charles and Pete. Curt,
>Mike and the many others who will be disappointed to find out I am not the
>person they thought I was. Cohen, I am sorry for the pretence. PLEASE I need
>all of you now more than ever. This has not been easy and I know that you
>all recognize the courage it has required to make this confession.
>Don't think ill of me. I will still love you. Just not in the way that you
>expected. I just seem prefer that filthy dirty and orifice that the other
>sex has between their legs kind of thing.
>
>OK I think I feel better now
>

That was a typically courageous thing you have done David (The Oz) and
I am very impressed and grateful to you.

If you have the bravery to come clean then I am going to show
solidarity with you and come out too.

I am also a committed heterosexual and make no apologies. My regrets
to all the poofs who may feel let down by this startling confession.

Good on ya Oz! ;o)

HAGW!

TFIF!

"Charles" <jrh@msn.com> wrote in message
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> On Sat, 25 Nov 2006 20:37:13 +1000, "David" <forgotwhy@yahoo.com.au>
> wrote:
>
>>Finally I have worked up the courage to admit it. I know about the rumours
>>and the snide remarks, the slurs, the innuendo. My family have long
>>suspected it and quite frankly I am getting quite tired of the charade. My
>>partner is encouraging me to just go public. Just admit it. I will feel
>>better and it will be a weight off my shoulders. Like a release and
>>finally
>>I will be free. So sorry to my good friends who I have disappointed over
>>the years and who thought I was something I am not . . . . I cannot
>>pretend
>>any longer . . . . . it is not worth it and I hope for the indulgence of
>>this group. I know there is much prejudice here against my type and my
>>lifestyle. For this I am sorry. I now make the admission many of you have
>>suspected all along.
>>
>>Here is my full confession.
>>I am a raging heterosexual. Going as far back as I can remember I have
>>always been attracted to the opposite sex. I know, I know there is
>>'nothing
>>wrong with it' and please please don't all recommend therapy and 'maybe I
>>can change in time', Unfortunately I don't believe I can change. These
>>strange feelings are part of me and try as I might I simply don't ever
>>believe I will be able to comply with the norm here. Quite frankly and I
>>am
>>embarassed to admit it I don't think my anal passage is large enough. I
>>don;t have a big enough asshole to become a functional gay person.
>>
>>Thank you and I hope you will forgive me.
>>
>>I am still 'me'. I haven't changed. I am not a monster. Please accept me
>>for
>>what I am.
>>
>>Thank you to my friends who I hope will support me - Charles and Pete.
>>Curt,
>>Mike and the many others who will be disappointed to find out I am not the
>>person they thought I was. Cohen, I am sorry for the pretence. PLEASE I
>>need
>>all of you now more than ever. This has not been easy and I know that you
>>all recognize the courage it has required to make this confession.
>>Don't think ill of me. I will still love you. Just not in the way that you
>>expected. I just seem prefer that filthy dirty and orifice that the other
>>sex has between their legs kind of thing.
>>
>>OK I think I feel better now
>>
>
> That was a typically courageous thing you have done David (The Oz) and
> I am very impressed and grateful to you.
>
> If you have the bravery to come clean then I am going to show
> solidarity with you and come out too.
>
> I am also a committed heterosexual and make no apologies. My regrets
> to all the poofs who may feel let down by this startling confession.
>
> Good on ya Oz! ;o)
>
> HAGW!
>
> TFIF!

Thank you Charles. This is humbling for me and I so appreciate your support
in this difficult time. Is it really true? I must admit you have not
exhibited any of the signs and I truly thought you were like the others
here. I suppose you felt compelled to mask your true 'persuasion' in the
same way that I had to. On second thought I do now recall that maybe you
were not quite as 'sensitive' as the others.

On Sat, 25 Nov 2006 21:24:24 +1000, "David" <forgotwhy@yahoo.com.au>
wrote:

>
>"Charles" <jrh@msn.com> wrote in message
>news:7f8gm2laid18p0vuomrvth4im8qtdsnihv@4ax.com.. .
>> On Sat, 25 Nov 2006 20:37:13 +1000, "David" <forgotwhy@yahoo.com.au>
>> wrote:
>>
>>>Finally I have worked up the courage to admit it. I know about the rumours
>>>and the snide remarks, the slurs, the innuendo. My family have long
>>>suspected it and quite frankly I am getting quite tired of the charade. My
>>>partner is encouraging me to just go public. Just admit it. I will feel
>>>better and it will be a weight off my shoulders. Like a release and
>>>finally
>>>I will be free. So sorry to my good friends who I have disappointed over
>>>the years and who thought I was something I am not . . . . I cannot
>>>pretend
>>>any longer . . . . . it is not worth it and I hope for the indulgence of
>>>this group. I know there is much prejudice here against my type and my
>>>lifestyle. For this I am sorry. I now make the admission many of you have
>>>suspected all along.
>>>
>>>Here is my full confession.
>>>I am a raging heterosexual. Going as far back as I can remember I have
>>>always been attracted to the opposite sex. I know, I know there is
>>>'nothing
>>>wrong with it' and please please don't all recommend therapy and 'maybe I
>>>can change in time', Unfortunately I don't believe I can change. These
>>>strange feelings are part of me and try as I might I simply don't ever
>>>believe I will be able to comply with the norm here. Quite frankly and I
>>>am
>>>embarassed to admit it I don't think my anal passage is large enough. I
>>>don;t have a big enough asshole to become a functional gay person.
>>>
>>>Thank you and I hope you will forgive me.
>>>
>>>I am still 'me'. I haven't changed. I am not a monster. Please accept me
>>>for
>>>what I am.
>>>
>>>Thank you to my friends who I hope will support me - Charles and Pete.
>>>Curt,
>>>Mike and the many others who will be disappointed to find out I am not the
>>>person they thought I was. Cohen, I am sorry for the pretence. PLEASE I
>>>need
>>>all of you now more than ever. This has not been easy and I know that you
>>>all recognize the courage it has required to make this confession.
>>>Don't think ill of me. I will still love you. Just not in the way that you
>>>expected. I just seem prefer that filthy dirty and orifice that the other
>>>sex has between their legs kind of thing.
>>>
>>>OK I think I feel better now
>>>
>>
>> That was a typically courageous thing you have done David (The Oz) and
>> I am very impressed and grateful to you.
>>
>> If you have the bravery to come clean then I am going to show
>> solidarity with you and come out too.
>>
>> I am also a committed heterosexual and make no apologies. My regrets
>> to all the poofs who may feel let down by this startling confession.
>>
>> Good on ya Oz! ;o)
>>
>> HAGW!
>>
>> TFIF!
>
>Thank you Charles. This is humbling for me and I so appreciate your support
>in this difficult time.

It is all my pleasure old chum.

>Is it really true?

It really is; I'm into women like a slavering, adoring fool; I can't
get enough of the cuddly, curvaceous sweet-smelling things!

>I must admit you have not
>exhibited any of the signs and I truly thought you were like the others
>here.

It is such a relief to have unburdened myself!

>I suppose you felt compelled to mask your true 'persuasion' in the
>same way that I had to. On second thought I do now recall that maybe you
>were not quite as 'sensitive' as the others.
>

How very perspicacious of you! ;o)

"Charles" <jrh@msn.com> wrote in message
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> On Sat, 25 Nov 2006 21:24:24 +1000, "David" <forgotwhy@yahoo.com.au>
> wrote:
>
>>
>>"Charles" <jrh@msn.com> wrote in message
>>news:7f8gm2laid18p0vuomrvth4im8qtdsnihv@4ax.com. ..
>>> On Sat, 25 Nov 2006 20:37:13 +1000, "David" <forgotwhy@yahoo.com.au>
>>> wrote:
>>>
>>>>Finally I have worked up the courage to admit it. I know about the
>>>>rumours
>>>>and the snide remarks, the slurs, the innuendo. My family have long
>>>>suspected it and quite frankly I am getting quite tired of the charade.
>>>>My
>>>>partner is encouraging me to just go public. Just admit it. I will feel
>>>>better and it will be a weight off my shoulders. Like a release and
>>>>finally
>>>>I will be free. So sorry to my good friends who I have disappointed
>>>>over
>>>>the years and who thought I was something I am not . . . . I cannot
>>>>pretend
>>>>any longer . . . . . it is not worth it and I hope for the indulgence of
>>>>this group. I know there is much prejudice here against my type and my
>>>>lifestyle. For this I am sorry. I now make the admission many of you
>>>>have
>>>>suspected all along.
>>>>
>>>>Here is my full confession.
>>>>I am a raging heterosexual. Going as far back as I can remember I have
>>>>always been attracted to the opposite sex. I know, I know there is
>>>>'nothing
>>>>wrong with it' and please please don't all recommend therapy and 'maybe
>>>>I
>>>>can change in time', Unfortunately I don't believe I can change. These
>>>>strange feelings are part of me and try as I might I simply don't ever
>>>>believe I will be able to comply with the norm here. Quite frankly and I
>>>>am
>>>>embarassed to admit it I don't think my anal passage is large enough. I
>>>>don;t have a big enough asshole to become a functional gay person.
>>>>
>>>>Thank you and I hope you will forgive me.
>>>>
>>>>I am still 'me'. I haven't changed. I am not a monster. Please accept me
>>>>for
>>>>what I am.
>>>>
>>>>Thank you to my friends who I hope will support me - Charles and Pete.
>>>>Curt,
>>>>Mike and the many others who will be disappointed to find out I am not
>>>>the
>>>>person they thought I was. Cohen, I am sorry for the pretence. PLEASE I
>>>>need
>>>>all of you now more than ever. This has not been easy and I know that
>>>>you
>>>>all recognize the courage it has required to make this confession.
>>>>Don't think ill of me. I will still love you. Just not in the way that
>>>>you
>>>>expected. I just seem prefer that filthy dirty and orifice that the
>>>>other
>>>>sex has between their legs kind of thing.
>>>>
>>>>OK I think I feel better now
>>>>
>>>
>>> That was a typically courageous thing you have done David (The Oz) and
>>> I am very impressed and grateful to you.
>>>
>>> If you have the bravery to come clean then I am going to show
>>> solidarity with you and come out too.
>>>
>>> I am also a committed heterosexual and make no apologies. My regrets
>>> to all the poofs who may feel let down by this startling confession.
>>>
>>> Good on ya Oz! ;o)
>>>
>>> HAGW!
>>>
>>> TFIF!
>>
>>Thank you Charles. This is humbling for me and I so appreciate your
>>support
>>in this difficult time.
>
> It is all my pleasure old chum.
>
>>Is it really true?
>
> It really is; I'm into women like a slavering, adoring fool; I can't
> get enough of the cuddly, curvaceous sweet-smelling things!


Actually I felt so wierd to have those very same feelings! My parents did
all the right things, you know, taught me to sew at an early age, encouraged
me with pink shorts and of course the compulsory ballet classes. I even had
the largest collection of barbie dolls in the neighborhood. All to no avail
of course. When I discovered my first snatch it was all over for me and I
knew I could never be normal.


>>I must admit you have not
>>exhibited any of the signs and I truly thought you were like the others
>>here.
>
> It is such a relief to have unburdened myself!
>
>>I suppose you felt compelled to mask your true 'persuasion' in the
>>same way that I had to. On second thought I do now recall that maybe you
>>were not quite as 'sensitive' as the others.
>>
>
> How very perspicacious of you! ;o)

Yes you definitely were not quite like the others